Thursday, April 23rd, 2009
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5:25 pm
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writers block. i thought about live journal. today you came into my head. i searched for you.
i begin therapy tomorrow.
hello to everyone who still writes.
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Comments: 3 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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8:45 pm - oh my gosh
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if it wasnt for my random times of boredness i would have totally forgotten about the lj and stayed with myspace. myspace has just become the communication to some lost friends. hasnt it?
anyway,
its been a long time.
new updates.. lets seeeee
I work at the same place. ha 1 year and 4 months strong! SYKE! but what can I say but that it pays my bills.
I started school and my teaching credentials. So Im really exicted about that.
I've been traveling and seen some great places.
oh what the shit. Im bored.
tell me what you have been up too. I dont feel like writing everything down anyway.
-----me
current mood:  full
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Comments: 1 the truth - disbeliefs.
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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9:44 pm
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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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8:05 pm - over..time
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Well its been a couple of months since my updating of this journal.
Lets see, Im still working at the same place like usual.
Friends are their but scarce.
Im thinking of the near future and I have alot of things on my plate but I do nothing.
Procastination is still a big habit of mine.
I ve been very comprehensive of my future but yet procastination takes the best of me.
I need fun stuff or some change Im bored.
I ve been wondering how some people are doing, especially those that I havent spoken to in a long time or just left without a trace.
Feeling bored and uninterested. Ive resorted to not driving my vehicle because I do not want to put miles on my car. what a @@! is that! im cheap.
Making no more the 2000 a month does not allow me to spend anything. I barely get by.
Im getting scared of growing up when I remember once in my lifetime I was only counting the days of getting older. Dont rush through life I remind myself, well now adays.
I need to pick up a good book or something.
Take care journal. The interent has become far to advanced for its own good.
im out
Emma Rodarte
current mood:  okay
current music: the tv...
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Comments: 1 the truth - disbeliefs.
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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8:31 pm - lets go to vegas!!
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THIS WEEKEND, LETS GO TO VEGAS..
MEET ME THERE OR BE SQUARE..
EMMA
current mood:  blah
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Comments: 6 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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9:00 pm - a new year
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Well,its here, the new year, 2005.
Five more years and I have my 10 year high school reunion.
3 more years to pay off my car.
10 years to pay off my loans.
Wow.
Hope everyone's new years was nice. My birthday is in 7 days!! woo hoo!!!
alright thats its.
night
current mood:  cheerful
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Comments: 1 the truth - disbeliefs.
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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5:00 pm - ...so far
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so far I have celebrated a one year anniversary with the boyfriend.
So far life is ok and I deserve a nap.
xmas is on the way and i miss many of you.
Take care
Emma
current mood: okay
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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12:23 pm - once again
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Well, life has taken some weird ef'ed up turns.
ive done alot and changed alot
my friends are scarce and few but those that are there are loyal, or soo I think.
No school yet, just alot of thinking about it.
Work has changed my personality from happy go lucky to pitter and upset.
Im scared for my dad, he owes so much, his cars, truck, the house, bills damn and he's finally doing his solo contracting thing as a trucker. its scary. even those jobs are in jeopardy.
by bf keeps talking about a revolution. that this country is going down the tube. it scares me. I think so to. the elections were ridiculous. the south is soo retarded.
anyway, bush nominated a hispanic for the attorney general position in his cabinet, but all the reports on the television show negative aspects of the nominated gentleman.
well if i have any friends out there hit me up. k
see ya
emma
current mood:  pensive
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Comments: 4 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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10:36 pm - its all over the place, right...
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It changes all the f'en time.
we're happy, we're sad, excited, pissed, anxious, worried, etc..
but for right now..
Im happy..yes happy..
Thank God...
Everything from a month and half go is in the past..and now the present and some future..
It's a new month and new fresh start..
many new things to start and new ways to handle relationships.
as for love this month..hopefully it turns out great..
10 months and getting stronger.commit.
current mood:  happy
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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Monday, September 13th, 2004
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10:32 pm - me
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Love me for me, please.
current mood: thoughtful
current music: talib kweli..
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Comments: 6 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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2:11 pm
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i think i have given myself to many chances ..
i know that I have let my guard down for love..
i hate the fact that love is harder than easier..
im glad that your happy at my expense, but sad that i have not been able to forget..
if anyone knows the answer on how to make love work..let me know..
current mood:  confused
current music: dashboard >vindicated
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Comments: 3 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
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2:24 pm - ..my self
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i stand for charcter.
I have broken my pride
I need to start all over again
building the best qualities that I posses.
current mood:  nauseated
current music: ..nothing
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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10:05 am - start over again.
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being lied to is the bad,
but being cheated on is worse.
life blows at this very moment.
my life is hanging on a string.
and life is not a fair tale
current mood:  sad
current music: alicia keys.
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Comments: 4 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Friday, August 13th, 2004
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2:12 pm - ..again..
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im working..
alot.
soon i move into my new house
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
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5:39 pm - once again.
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So I've graduated from college but it doesnt feel like I've accomplished much. Recalling the last four years of my life it seems like a such a rush. I feel like I didnt enjoy much. Now I plan to attend to CalPoly Pomona for my teaching credentials. I just havent registered or talked to counselor, Im scared she will reject me because of my grades not they are bad just not like a 3.5 or anything..
anyway, ive moved out of the lovely home i had in riverside. My three roomates are now on their seperate ways but want to get together soon at another location. I've been fortunate enough to get two jobs. The first one at Kaiser helping the educational outreach program which is temporary and also at the auction where I have been for years. Now i have my very own desk, extension, and calendar. Hahaha. I enjoy it because my boss is great and if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be here. Its stressful but getting used to it. My schedule is flexible due to my other job and classes.
So whats next for this girl you might wonder. Well I want alot. If the auction doesnt work I could sign up for substitute at the local districts or get a job at a catholic elementary school. I want to be active in my community so I think i will be going to the town meetings. I want to pay for most of my credit cards and my own car payment. yuck!
Overall, i feel sad sometimes. I miss my old life. It was great. Just school and hanging out with the boyfriend while getting fat. Now i went back to my parents home and its hell. I hardly see the bf maybe once a week or on the weekends. Im holding on but it hurts. Im insecure so i get jealous. poor poor him.
anyho. thats what has really been going on with me just wanted to inform some of you.. so what has been going on with you?
current mood:  tired
current music: internet radio
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Comments: 2 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Friday, June 11th, 2004
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10:25 am - All done...........for now
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well my finals at ucr are finished.
its over..
next stop---- graduation june 13, 2004 @ 6pm
come and joine us..
current mood: blah
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Comments: 4 the truths - disbeliefs.
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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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9:25 pm - almost there
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It's almost over.
Im graduating on june 13, 2004 @ 6 pm
My plan was to work out
I need cereal and milk.
IM WAAAAAYYYY LAZY
and
Im going to miss my new home, dearly.
current mood: contemplative
current music: alicia keys..track 6
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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11:44 pm - life
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my friend buddy wrote it the best,
CHERISH THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU!
Im going to miss riverside, the people ive met, the people ive met online while ive been in riverside, my friends, roomates, my bf and life here..
i ditched school today, went to the long beach aquarium with bf. it was quite nice doing something new. im trying to spend time and yes maybe sumther him to the point of him not want to hang out with me but damn it im leaving riverside in a month or so..
no more nights together, ill be lonely again, and no more holding hands, whatever the say that the heart grows fonder with distance, well it also could break one. ha im a worry wart.
any ways school sucks, i have the worst case of senioritis, which totally blows, and i dont know what to do with the rest of my life.. ha
any ho im out.
_m_
current mood:  blank
current music: samuri jack dvd
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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11:55 pm
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Monday, April 12th, 2004
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1:55 am
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my bf is in bed sleeping..
as for me, im on this computer wide awake.
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Comments: disbeliefs.
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